There’s a baby growing in my belly.
We’ve been keeping it a secret for so long that I really don’t know where to start. I’m just hoping that by finally sharing the news that it will start to feel more real to me. That I may actually start allowing myself to believe that this is finally really happening. I have no reason to believe that it isn’t but its hard to be confident when our last two pregnancies ended in miscarriages. (I may share more on that at another time.)
How far along am I? I’m 17 weeks today. Baby W is due late November. Just in time for Christmas.
Why’d we wait so long to share? After having two early miscarriages last fall we wanted to wait until we heard the heartbeat and were out of the first trimester to share. Then at our 12 week appointment with our OBGYN we decide to have Harmony testing done. Since we didn’t know what caused our previous miscarriages we wanted to know what our risk of chromosomal issues were. By the time those results came back as “low risk”, we had gotten so used to not telling, that we didn’t feel in a rush to tell anyone. It was as if we had kept it a secret this long, what was another few more days or a week? So, here we are. Finally sharing.
Since, I’m already well into my second trimester it feels like I have so much to share with you. Don’t worry, I’ve been keeping notes. I’m going to catch you all up on how things have been and to give regular “bumpdates”. I’ve always enjoyed reading those kinds of posts, even long before I was ready to think about having my own baby, so I hope you’ll enjoy reading them here as well.
I can’t wait to share this adventure with you!